Why would I yell?
Yell until I cried,
I felt as if I fell,
Then one day just died.

Why would I try to forget?
Forget that anyone cared,
Then I would just regret,
That I tried to forget.

Why would I go lie down?
And find I'd be suffocating myself,
Then I would overdose,
Just cause I was scared.

Why then did something happen?
That changed my life forever,
When i saw that coiled rope,
That made my insides shiver.

At that time fo twelve o'clock,
I heard the chimes of bells,
I then knew it was the time,
To end my life of hell.

With that metre of coiled rope,
The help of dad's chair off the deck,
I tied one end to the beam,
The other to my neck.